There was a strong feeling of fear arising in awareness today and I was conscious of the desire to look at what was arising rather than turning away from it. When I tried to summarise the thought connected to the feeling it came out as follows:
I am afraid that there will be sadness arising if it turns out that B____ and S____ are 'going out'
Once I had written that sentence I realised that it took me much closer to the source of the discomfort that had occasionally surfaced over the last 2 weeks. Today I was much stronger in my willingness to look at this feeling and also to trust that the Holy Spirit was going to help me look at this feeling today. I sensed that I was about to find out whether or not B___ and S___ were 'going out' and I wanted to look upon the whole situation through the vision of the Holy Spirit. I sat there for some time feeling the strength of my willingness to see it through His eyes and then I started to type the following:
If sadness is arising then I am willing to accept that sadness, and to rest in acceptance.
The experience of sadness comes to mySelf through my willingness. (I am not a victim of the world I see.)
I accept that I gave my willingness to direct the power of Light through the filter of *faith in that which is not true*
I accept that the power of Light and mySelf are one. The experience of sadness arising comes to me through the power of Light therefore the arising of sadness is an experience that mySelf desired.
I desired to experience the apparent existence of that which is not true.
This feeling arising is the result of placing faith in the idea that I can be other than I am.
One Mind IS able to place faith in *that which is not true* but this never makes it real.
Sadness arising proves that the power of Light is capable of producing the *experience* of that which is not true.
One Mind is not defined by experience.
Experience exists *as* an experience due to the freedom of One Mind.
One Mind is free to forget that experience was made through placing faith in an untrue idea.
One mind is free to remember that experience was made through placing faith in an untrue idea.
The Power of Light is within me.
Amen
Esther
- Esther Wilds
- Oxford, United Kingdom
- Having lived in the UK for the first 27 years Esther then spent 3 years living and studying music in Java during which time she started reading A Course In Miracles. This book came to her in answer to a question which she asked. Since finding these words she has come across the same message in many other places, see the links to websites below. Currently she is being guided to study NTI (The Holy Spirits Interpretation of the New Testament) and The Way of Mastery. Her intent is to put the ideas which she reads into practice reflecting with greater intensity the seamless source from which Love pours forth. It is her hearfelt desire to allow all that is unlike Truth, Love, Eternity to be seen in the healing light of Vision that it may be released into the nothingness from which it came.
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